What the F ?

Okay.
To begin with my studies in school,house and many places.
I am totally weak at all subjects.
What was happening to me?
Where is my spirit to become a succesful student?
Where is my plans for 2010?

My life sucks.
I have no talented.
No girls want to talk with me.
And I cant even complete my homework.

I dont have time to do revision.
My timetable is over loaded.
Mostly of them are tuitons.
Tuition there,tuition here and tuition forever.
That makes me dont have a much time.
So,for now on.
I should not wasted my time.
And stop doing stupid things.

Oh,
Got to go.

For her

Pfttt.
I dont know what to say.
Maybe I dont have mood to type this.
But I have to.
Its for my own good.
So,
Here it goes.


Well to start with.
I like this girl.
She is totally awesome,cute and kinda shy.
But I know she dont likes me.
Or maybe she just look me as her friend.
What suppose I do?
Should I'll tell her?
Call her. (already did)
but she didnt hang up the phone call .
What cruel is that?

Anyway,she didnt likes to talk so much.
She alone with her own world.
I hope she accepted me as a bestfriend for beginning.
Then,we will hang out on holiday at shopping complex.
And I am only the first person who wishes "Happy Birthday ".

Unfortunately,She likes my best-friend.
Or somebody.
I know its kinda stupid
but it is totally unfair.
Why should he get the credit?
Of courses he does.
He got the looks,brains,cool hair and many more.
Compare to me.
I got nothing.
Please....
I hope my dream girl will come to me...
Please again.