Assalammualaikum and greetings, it has been a long time i haven't update my blog because i'm too busy in real life. One thing for sure, i have learn so many things outside and i realize i have been to much spending time in the internet. I know i don't have time to spending with Allah, my parents, siblings and friends.
When i started register a job, i become more commitment and discipline. Obvious i wake up at 12 in afternoon or 4 pm, but now i can wake 6.30 am by myself ! Now , so far i don't miss Subuh prayers. Then, i don't waste my times doing nothing but doing some choirs. I learned how to be productive, to solve a massive or minor problems.
And I also learn how to cook French Fries, Chicken Sandwich, Chicken Chop, Lamb Chop and many more ! Thanks to the chefs because they really help me to change me from who i used to be. When i work there, I didn't missed 5 prayers everyday. I'm so glad that i'm succeed doing obligation. Now, my heart is open to follow Allah's path. When i was young, i was so lazy doing solat. I recently said "ahhhhhh malasnya solat !" . That was me. I was such a traitor ! I need a Hidayah from Allah swt. I miss Him.
Everyday i cried, I hope everyday will be same like this. Never miss prayers, never forget who i am. I'm change become a great person. I miss Him. I miss spending time with Him. I hope everyday, He will lead me to the right path and protect me from Satan, so that I'll live in Jannah one day. May Allah give mercy on us. Allahhuakbar !
