Bismillah,
Alhamdulillah Allah still gives a live for me to live . Although so many sins have I done to Him. I have more time to ask forgiveness to Him. Syukran alhamdulillah. So many years I'm busy with my studies . I don;t have time to update a blog. Sometimes I wonder what happen to my future. What chaos will be struck at me? What happen if I'm alone without future ? I cannot imagine what happen to me one day. Because all I care is about my family and my live. It's like waiting for the ticket before it's sold finish . I don't want to make my parents heart crush because of me. For 18 years I lived with them. For Jannah, I shall make.
People start worrying about relationship, musics, fame and money. But me i'm scare about my future. In world and eternity. I pray everyday so Allah can give me bless and help me and guide to the right path. Everyday I'm crying thinking, thinking and thinking what happen to me beyond? Do I live in poor ? Do I can live without my parents? Do I can resist in this obstacle world without Allah ? No, Allah and parents is only one whose can help me.
I wish become a stronger person. Do decision by my own, and of course with the help of Allah swt. One day, I can see my dreams come true and grant one day. When I become wealthy and rich people, for the name of Allah I swear I'll help all those charity and poor people. One day, INSYAALLAH. Ameen :')
